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Atlas Shrugging

I've changed my mind again.

I'm having a conflict right now and I keep going back and forth on it. It's regarding this stupid business plan project.

My problem is that my group completely sucks. There are three people worth a damn and three who ain't and the three that ain't are being in the way.

So, I've decided and undecided several times to write the business plan on my own and just give it to the team.

If I write it, then I know that we will get a good grade. If I write it, though, the losers on my team will profit from my superior ability; I will have been a willing slave to their stupidity.

So, I decided yesterday that I would just do it and be done. And tonight, I've decided against it again. I am almost guaranteed a B in this class no matter what happens, so I just have to take care of my portion and let the others do whatever it is they intend to do.

It just that it almost hurts to watch people doing things so WRONG. My Type A, ESTJ, Directing/Influencing personality has problems with this situation on so many levels. (Sadly, I'm not the leader of this group.)

I just have to keep my hands still in the light of this farce for one more week. Not even that. This will be over soon.

I'm trying not to be like Dagny on a train car in my ball gown right now.

Deep breaths.

Inhale... Exhale... Inhale... Exhale...